Last summer when i was disturbed and highly becoming obsessed with all the material pleasures i had. Some people had left me already, which resulted in my obsession for those things.
I was always a gods kid and close to him no matter what situation i faced ever. So it was not like this that i dint knew this thing earlier but the agony in my heart had suppressed the true feelings somewhere.
That was the same lame night, i was on a walk with my father arguing over topic of the material things. He never agreed on what i had to say, well he was always right.
It was dark and i was walking looking at the sky, thinking of te future with the material things, when accidentally i put my leg over a poor scorpion. But natural in his reflex he sting my thumb of left leg.
That was the most worst physical pain i ever experienced in my life. I just screamed once and my dad hit the scorpion but he dint die.
I ran home, for a moment i thought "its over now, time has come to leave the body" and i wanted that thing.
I started breathing heavily and stayed calm, the pain was immense and very bad but i started viewing the pictures of lord Rama and chant is name, as i was seeing a path to reach to him.
That night i felt him with me, sharing my pain. I did not yelled after that, i did not wasted a single tear for that immense pain i was experiencing. I just stayed quite chanting his name.
My mother had tied the knot wrongly to stop the poison, so instead the poison was almost reached above my belly. My legs were cold and blue.
I was brought to the hospital for the first time in my life. The doctor quickly pierced the needle in my veins and started a saline. I was weak and started seeing the light.
Doc warned me not to close eyes no matter what. It will be fine. But i was becoming weaker and weaker.
Everyone was puzzled as i was silent and did not confess my pain and also they were scared as what will happen.
I was constantly visualising my god. They had arranged an oxygen mask in the room.
At that moment when my blood pressure was almost reached to 200 and i was on that near to death bed, i thought over. What was the use of all that material things i possessed? I loved my bike, my phone, laptop but all those things were going to be here itself. I wasn't even able to take my body with me. It was just the real me that is my soul who is forever was going to go to god.
All the regrets and mistakes of life floated in front of my eyes. I realised the importance of time, spirituality and also i realised that it was very foolish to love the material pleasures over my life.
Many things i realised on that bed. Eventually after 3 salines entering in my body. I started feeling better.
But before i die i thought of apologising my two friends whom i had hurt a year ago. I typed the messages and sent them.
But with gods grace i was almost fine the next day when, i got a reply from my one friend. He was worried and came to meet me the next day, we talked for a while and everything was back to normal.
I got discharged in 3 days, three real long days. For the first time i had been admitted in the hospital and for the first time i experiences a total seven salines and twelve injections.
So i had a lot of time to think over and god gifted me the desired wisdom that day or he just brought the hidden wisdom to my vision.
I felt god that day. When i was out of the hospital, it was a total different me.
Thats why i call it a sting of wisdom.
And dad dint killed that scorpion, he was there beside my bed in a bag whole night fainted, the next day when he woke up, he was left free, but far from my house😁
- Hrishikesh J C
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