She is a girl of my dreams

She is the dream girl!

They say that daydreams always stay in mind but there are some dreams which make an impression over the brain so deep that it's impossible to forget them or erase them. Its the story of one such dream! 

I gulped a glass of water, layed on the bed and closed my eyes, to open again in the world of dream.

I felt lighter and heard the sound of Seagels and sea waves clashing on the rocks by the shore. 

I slowly opened my eyes, i was on some long lost shore but a pleasent shore. There was no one up till my eye sight reached. I walked on the gleaming hot sand bare footed. And i saw a walking track, so i climbed on it. 

I was looking here and there when,

"Hrishikesh!" She called me;

I turned around just to be mesmerised by that person.

"You?!" I stood flabbergasted. 

"Come have a seat, theres a vacant place beside me" she smiled;

"The whole beach is vacant" i said and setteled down, "just like my heart" i added.

"But i am present at both the places" she said having a sip of coffee. 

I gazed at her. 

"Are you real?" I asked her;

"Absolutely not, its just a dream! Here have this coffee, your favourite coffee" she smiled;

We sat quite, feeling each sip of coffee on that vacant beach

"I still feel, you are not supposed to be in my dream, i don't know what kind of person i am, i just cant pretend to be someone who i can never be"

"Were you pretending up till now?"

"No that was completely me!"

"Thats it! When i accept your good also i do the flaws. Don't worry i will find out the best of you." 

"You will?"

"Yes i will"

"But what about the diseases?" 

"If anything happens to me, will you abandon me?" 

"Never"

"Same is the thing with me"

I was stunned, she was about to pinch me.

"Please don't, let me feel this, hold on... Hold just a little longer - i want this dream to go on and never to end, cause its real sad when you love immensely a person you cant marry... Let me live this moment at least in my dreams cause i am afraid this cant turn into reality."

"Please stay positive & eventually things will workout"

"Our skies don't correlate" 

"They will, will make them"

"Yes we will - someday" 

The alarm started ringing and there seemed to rise an earthquake. 

"Always there for you" the wind whispered in my ears and she wasn't there.

Cause i was wide awake to switch off the alarm. 

Sometimes some night dreams don't let us sleep again. She was such a dream, the girl of my dreams.

- Hrishikesh J C